Archive for August 2013
Perks of Being a Nobody
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What happens when you are not popular?
I am not the social type of person in-person, I don't strike conversation with strangers, they usually do the first move and my length and quality of replies depends to the person, I don't go to what can be called as social events such as clubbing or something similar, all this because I am just lazy and don't want to waste my efforts.
With this situation, it is given that I'm not popular.
One thing I love is that there are few to no people ever gives me their attention. I feel secured, away from judging eyes and expectations. I can do whatever I want! It feels like I'm in a world designed and run by me, I can bend realities and make them too, I can transform things at will, and I can make things happen. I love this.
Though being a person who everybody barely notices is a good thing for me, it still has its downside. When I'm trying to make a point, no one would listen and take me seriously. It is very frustrating! Sometimes I wonder if these people can only take famous or well-known people's ideas and opinions seriously.
The coin has two sides.
It's Raining
It's raining outside.
My second to the best favored weather is when it's raining, it makes me somewhat happy and just want to snuggle in my blanket while on the bed watching T.V and sipping soup. Then it came to me that what if it is not water that is falling down, what if something else is falling down?
What if it started raining chicken manure?
What if it started raining cow dung?
What if it started raining people?
What if it started raining dead people?
What if it started raining laptops?
It'll be very weird! People will panic as they seek for shelter. Sooner or later a crisis will ensue and this will bring the worst and best of the people. Or hide the feelings of those who don't want to show it.
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Full Moon Cart
I always wanted to open a food cart that only opens during a full moon.
It's going to be like one of those that served noodles with a variety of additions of the customer's choosing. The noodles will be tasty and sure to capture the palette of the people. They'll keep coming back, of course, when the cart is open.
The concept of being exclusively open during full moons will add to the food cart's reputation being mysterious. The cart will spawn all sorts urban myths and legends, either positive or negative, people will be curious and will go to the cart to try it's food, in which they will taste one of the best noodle they ever eaten.
How about the profits?
I do not intend this as a profit shop. I tend to view this a concept shop that people will check out. The shop's only way to catch customers are its delicious noodle dishes which they will crave for and will make them anticipate for full moons to happen.
If the cart is already boring a whole through my personal finance, I'll give it a break then come bac when I can support it or it can support itself. The profit of this cart need not to be high.
Conspiring Universe
What if all the things we think or want happens?
We formulate plans in our heads, think of things we want to happen, of goals we want to achieve and on how to make them happen. The plans we make in our mind are of wonder, they are brilliant and satisfying! Usually it involves a lot of effort and money.
The common obstacles in the path of realizing our plans are efforts and money. Efforts can also be translated into time, we need precise time and the amount of effort in laying out the plan we have. Everything is calculated and measured. Money, we need financing to execute the plan, may it be to acquire the materials needed or to get services.
But if we don't have neither of those? In terms of effort we are surely to have it, we have the passion, we control it, but it is different story when it comes to time, we cannot control time and the relevant factors around it. We may be too busy and we can't do about it because it may be because of work, we are inside a barrier of time that devoid us of the opportunity to carry out our plan. Of money, it is a fact that this is a big factor, we need financing to have our plans have their percentage increase. We need to buy stuff or acquire a service, so that the plan comes to life. How grandiose or simple your plan may be, money certainly has a say to it.
It would be good if our plans come into realization without facing these hurdles, may our plans be realistic or not. The universe conspires to help us, to make us lucky, and give us the thing we want. It would feel good. It would lessen the pain caused by thoughts of having not our plans realized just because we cannot jump over these obstacles.
How I Am
If I could just erase those memories.
It's been weeks, I cannot fool myself anymore, I have to admit that I am down, hurt.
Since she broke up with me, I've been down in the dumps. For the reasons that her love for me is waning and that she does not want me to use the excuse of she having to time for each other, when I told her I'm OK with because I understand the situation she still chose to hurt me. She chose to leave me.
She said she felt relieved, she felt free now that she leave me. And she insists the we should move on and be open that she may fall in love with another man. Why? I keep on asking myself, Why did she leave me? Why didn't she make it work? I already did my part to understand her situation, her being busy in her work. Why didn't she fight for our relationship and just pressed the quick exit button? Why does she insist to move on and be open to the thought of her may fall in love with another man? Why? Am I not good enough for that she wants another man? What difference will it make if she fall in love with another man if her reasons for leaving me are that real and strong? I am really in tatters right now. I feel helpless. It's unfair, all of it.
She's taking it with pain but not as much pain as I feel. In a week after she broke up with me, she can smile again in front of a camera, I don't know how she does that! Yes I am weak. She said that we are different people and on how we handle break-ups. But after four years we shared, and she is taking it lightly!
Four years of challenges, trials and triumphs, four years of moments we had together, plans we made, the laughter and tears that we shared all went down the drain. I don't get why she chose to make it hard for the both of us. We didn't had any fights prior to her decision, and that adds up to the pain knowing that you haven't done anything wrong, everything is fine and peaceful then suddenly something hits you right in the face, she is breaking up with you. Those memories! It is really hard! If I can only burn those memories so I wouldn't hurt this bad! If only I can do that.
But I am really confused and can't say anything on what to do with those memories.
I am taking this out here, I have no one to talk to, scared to talk about this to anyone. Now I feel how she felt when I am on an angry fit when we argue on a matter, I am very sorry about it. Right now I find it hard to talk to someone about this situation I am facing. It reminds me of the pain she threw me that day she broke up with me.
Hard to Believe
Today I just want to put a song here. I am not going to lie, this is what I am feeling now.
Hard to Believe
(Eraserheads)
I find it hard to believe
That all the pain that we are feeling
Has some meaning in this world
It's so hard to believe
That everything you see is different
From the things that you've been told
I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
O please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch
I find it hard to believe
That someone up there is waiting
With arms open wide and smiling
It's so hard to believe
When someone told me that your suffering
Is what you get for living
I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
O please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch
Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world
The only thing I can believe...
Please someone help, someone do something. I'm confused and hurt.
Twice in a Lifetime
"You only have one lifetime."
Well that's how the saying goes, you can only have one life, do things with it, and then die. I've been thinking, is that really it? I mean only have one life? What is life anyway? Can you have at least two different lives?
Then out of the blue it struck me. I have to define to myself what is life.
Life aside from being biological in nature, it is how live and it is how you view things. There can be new people in your life, new ideologies, new place to live, in a can it is a new outlook on different things.
When I get sufficient amount of money (BIG amount) and emotionally ready, maybe, I'll add in a plan to orchestrate my fake death.
Yes, fake death. Brilliant.
I'll use my wealth to plan this out, from legal works to how I will execute my own death in front of people who know me. It can be an accident or "natural" death. But can I stand the grief of people of know me? That's what the "emotionally ready" is for. I'll use my wealth to have me train to remove or lessen my emotions, only to have them back when I'm starting my new second life.
I think it'll be great. Me living in my new home, leading a new life, new people, new views. I can see it, me looking down on my previous life's tomb, being discreet as possible so no one I knew see me.
I think it'll be great, new life, and away from it all.
Spinning Pancake Invasion
When pancakes rise against humans.
Being fed up of being a breakfast item, pancakes wanted to be recognized more by having T.V shows, movies, tours, their own trailer, a limousine and merchandise. These requests did not go well with the Human-Inanimate Objects Court, and without hesitation rejected the pancakes' notion.
With the support from the Order of New Dominion of Inanimate Objects, the pancakes hatched a plan to overthrow mankind. ONDIO provided the pancake folk with sufficient technology to carry out their plan. With the ability of flight and shooting lasers they head out to their newly built base of operations. The moon.
The pancakes were too smart to use conventional warfare. They studied mankind and collected information. Days passed and they were able to gather sufficient intelligence. The Buttered Pancake Supreme Leader ordered its agents to bribe human government officials, those who are weak-willed to abandon arms and go their side instead. Instantly, with the promise of unlimited pancakes, the human traitors went to their new masters.
The move weakened the defensive strength of humans.
On the other side of the field, the humans invoked the treaties and agreements from other races they forged. From the 3rd dimension, the Humping Camels responded to the call and sent its five thousand strong forces. The Exploding Cellphones of the 5th dimension sent their artillery for defensive measures. The Candy People from the 6th dimension led by a Princess and two knights arrived with fifty giants. The Ninja Cats from the 2nd dimension, however did not came to the call.
The Alliance of Humans, Humping Camels, Exploding Cellphones and Candy People set up their equipment and forces according to the plan. The Alliance Commander, General Jumbo lead the laying out of the defense.
Back at the Pancake Moon Base, the Buttered Pancake Supreme Leader is itching to destroy the humans. With these he ordered the attack. Thousands of pancakes flew towards Earth at great speed.
The Alliance anticipated this attack. The skies became golden brown and the smell of freshly cooked pancake emerged. With great pride the alliance soldiers started barraging the skies with anti-pancake missiles. In return, the pancakes started firing their lasers, turning everyone into a bottle of honey.
There are pancakes everywhere! Despite the combined forces of the Alliance, the pancakes easily turn almost everyone into honey! General Jumbo still defiant, ordered to use fire-throwers. But this didn't work, because the pancakes are now fire proof! The soldiers' morale dived down. They were fighting but with no heart. Some of them stare blankly in the sky while tears run down face.
The lighting speed of the pancakes' apparent victory is to much to bear. Almost all of the human lose hope.
But out of nowhere, Ninja Cats arrived!
The Ninja Cats known for their appetite for pancakes started devouring spinning pancakes. Winning it for the alliance
The end.
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